A Change

I feel lonely
Neglected
Like trash thrown out on the curb
I feel like its me
against the world
just like it has
and always will be

I dont know what to think anymore
Because thinking of you is endless
The pain
The happiness
The new experiences
And the tears
Are just things that i cant
Deal with anymore

I think of you
I think of me
I think of her
I think of you guys
And i wish i could think of us
But i know it wont happen

I feel used like a dirty tissue
You used me
And even if im having fun
I cant be your bitch anymore
Even if i want to
Because as usual,
Im second best to you

You just dont understand
That a girls mind is endless
With endless amount of
Pointlessness
Fantasy
Drama
And fear

Im sick of feeling like this
And I wanna be done with you
But i see your face and cant help
But smile a goofy smile
I just cant hate you when im near you "/

Thats it, im going lesbian